Freakin' Idiot

I am a moron.

I made a joke to somebody I barely know and should not have. Looking back, it was too crude and certainly unnecessary for the conversation to continue. Hindsight is always 20/20, right? Why I let my sense of humor take control of me like that is something that I need to look into and address. I pressed buttons that I did not know existed, but this does not excuse my behavior.

The more I dwell on this event, the more terrible I feel about it. I would give all of my computer equipment to be able to take it back, but alas, I cannot. Those of you who know me should understand how much this means to me, considering I am willing to give away what is essentially my life (computers) for the opportunity to take back what I said.

Brad, as my best friend in the world, I hope you know and understand that I would never do that intentionally. I am morosely adamant about that fact. I hope you forgive me, and I sincerely hope for the chance to rectify the situation promptly. Let me know at any time if there is anything you would like me to do. I will start movies late tomorrow night if it means I can do anything for you two while I am at work.

Lastly, to the one I wronged, I wish to apologize profusely. Give me the chance to apologize to you. Brad has my phone number, please call me any time that you wish so I can speak with you directly.


Edit -
I received a call from Brad's phone at approximately 12:50am and got to apologize directly to the person I offended. I believe all is well now...